Stability soon to be nonexistent

Has been a while since I have let you into my headspace. At the moment finding it a challenge to continually commit to travelling and getting myself out of my comfort zone. It is very tempting to switch visa now and look to work full time. On one hand I yearn for stability, on the other, it is the adventure that I am all about. I am extremely happy here, and I enjoy the UK - especially Scotland. The thing I enjoy the most is learning and meeting new people. That of course inspires me to travel. But I know there will be a time as I am moving from place to place that I will just want to stay in one place. It is what I have enjoyed in the last few months - having a place and room of my own.

Maybe this is just my worrying tendency. Have been allowing myself to be really busy as a distraction - focusing on work, (when I really don't need to) just so the fear is kept at bay.

Life is constantly challenging and I make it that way. I am not sure what my travels will lead to, but I would be surprised if I worked again in Financial Services unless it was just for the money to fund something else. I find it too patriarchal and restricting. Business doesn't have to be that way, yet it is the way it is. And I struggle and fight against it. It doesn't inspire me and it's potential to contribute to the community has me so frustrated sometimes.

Anyway that is where I am at.